New year reflection
Description: Some thing I wrote for LinkedIn
I don’t usually do this, but here I go with some new year reflection.
I got promoted to Staff Engineer this past fall. It was one of the hardest things I’ve ever done, starting with my move to Grafana and a whole new domain, and culminating in the most intense year of my career. I’m left with a complex mixture of pride and regret, given the personal sacrifices I made.
There were three main habits that helped me get through it:
- Talking to my spouse to make sure we were on the same page. The promo effort demanded a lot of time and focus, so making sure everyone’s needs were still being met at home was crucial.
- Talking to my team at work. Communicating what my goals were helped those in my network help me. I could not have achieved my goals without the support of my peers.
- Talking to my therapist every week to help me manage my stress and balance priorities. I would be a basket case if not for her.
Nothing beats communicating, period.
This year, I want to learn to work smarter, not harder. This means a strong commitment to achieving my work goals within the allotted 40 hour week, and not filling up my plate beyond that. I will ask for help when I need it, and accept that a late deliverable is better than damaging my psyche to deliver on-time.
I also want to write more for fun. I think I have some interesting tidbits to share.
Finally, I want to get better at kicking off projects. Gathering requirements, building context within a team, and writing a design are mentally taxing for all involved, and can get frustrating as things drag on and people feel unproductive. I don’t know what the magic dust is here yet, but I’ll report back when I find it 😂
Welp that’s all I’ve got. Curious to hear any thoughts, advice, or resolutions you would like to share.